so i saw myself taking care and nursing a baby.the baby was so heavy and i was struggling to carry that baby.i was at home my estate.but the baby was for the guy wo broke my virginity.(we had sex and he never showed interest in keeping me,but i moved on coz i wasnt sure with him either.but it brought out my anxious attachment.)also at the same time i saw my boyfriends kid,,,he has a baby mama.i just asked him how his kid was.
Dreams involving babies can often symbolize new beginnings, vulnerability, or aspects of yourself that you are nurturing. In your dream, the heavy baby you were nursing could represent emotional burdens or unresolved feelings related to your past relationship with the guy who broke your virginity. The struggle you felt in carrying the baby might reflect the weight of those unresolved emotions, particularly tied to your experiences with anxious attachment.
The setting of the dream, being in your estate or home, could suggest a sense of comfort, familiarity, or a desire for emotional security. It may indicate that these feelings are anchored in your personal life and your sense of self.
The appearance of your boyfriend's child in the dream introduces another layer. It suggests that you may be processing feelings about your current relationship and how it intertwines with his past. Asking about his child might reflect your desire to understand and integrate the complexities of your relationship dynamics, including the presence of his past and its implications for your future.
Overall, this dream could be prompting you to reflect on your emotional landscape, how past experiences influence your current relationship, and the ways in which you are nurturing or struggling with various aspects of your life. It might be an invitation to examine feelings of attachment, security, and the burdens that come with them.